Ignorance is NOT Bliss

What is worse… to be ignored or to be rejected?

Both are horrible feelings but which is worse. When being ignored, you want nothing more than to just know. To ask and then be rejected, could lead to thoughts of wishing you’d never asked and continued to live in blissful ignorance. Personally I think ignorance (more…)

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Love turns me a little crazy!

I haven’t even been able to bring myself to write anything for the past 7 months, it’s been a horrible year but I am writing today because I feel like I could combust with anxiety and feeling completely overwhelmed. Mostly it is my love life, secondly it’s money worries and thirdly (what a strange word) it’s not knowing where my life is heading. I think I’ll keep just keep to the one subject today.

I feel  like the luckiest woman on the planet to be given a second chance at my life with Nick. We’ve spent the past 5 months working through things, it has been impossibly hard at some points but there is no way I’m giving up on the man I love. I am giving it my everything, (more…)

What she tackles, she conquers.

I think I live in a dream world, I believe in soul mates, reincarnation and karma. A lot has changed in my life in the past few weeks and for the first time I have found myself living alone. It is scary and it was unexpected but I am doing it. One day at a time I get up and carry on with my life. My house is constantly tidy so when I finish work, I can just relax because  I have no one to pick up after which in theory is nice but it is actually kind of boring. I light my candles, make a cup of tea and then get lost in Manhattan with Carrie Bradshaw or in Stars Hollow with Lorelai Gilmore. (more…)

Me, Myself & I

1447869368938This year has been completely crazy for me. Last year I decided I wanted to change things in my life, I applied for some time off work and spent the first three months of 2016 travelling – a once in a lifetime opportunity, I probably had some of the greatest experiences of my life. People said to me that travelling changes you and that you’ll never want to stop. It definitely changed me but not in that way. It made me realise I do not have a clue what I want in life. It made me revaluate everything, it kind of felt like I didn’t even know who I was (which sounds a little nuts I know). So here I am, at the start of the journey to find myself. (more…)